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<FONT color="#504761">all the sudden im 30 i thought id be driving a mini van full of kids and happily decorating my own home but life has shown me again that i am not in control and as i wait for more children and a sense of being settled <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#566170">cate and i went through some of the free options around the web for valentines to download and print <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#7B5F79">this week i am getting all my ducks in a row so that this weekend i can hole up and sew myself some desperately needed skirts for church and summer <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#544821">i couldnt find a video of him performing it but listen to the lyrics <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#2C6434">well as it turns out it was me who needed her the most i think if the test of the greatest among us is the one who will be the servant than penny wins in this houseok animal peoplei get it i really really get it<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#432A69">and i think im done cutting kits for a while<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#62653D">what do you look for in a best friend<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#4E7E63">seriously though my closest friends are fun real and honest good entertaining in love with life a little crazy down to earth deep and incapable of bs<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#2C5313">and i cheat like alot well usually i ease up on weekends but i feel so crappy and bloated again that i cant wait to start eating right on monday but i have kind of had to tell myself this is just the new lifestyle and if i want to indulge every now and again im going to cause id rather die than not be able to have some chips and guac or a slice of cake every now and again so if i eat like this 90% of the time then ive noticed that my body or the scale doesnt mind if i wander in my choices a bit the other 10% exercising everyday helps with this too i feel like its a great trade off- feeling great and a regular period for a little self control<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#2A3962">do you have to be obsessed with yarn and needles and hooks like i am to think that is the most inviting little space youve ever seen <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#192952">messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering clear of me i am bored and tired and achy<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#5C557E">but let me tell you thats not how it will really go i imagine most kids will want to stay home and play computer games but their moms will make them come and so theyll grudgingly put on a some church pants and skirts so i was wondering if you could help me know how to bring the romance back into our modern life its not really that important no matter the dress or the menu we just want the kids to come to feel the spirit of the temple but its like you said anne when you dont use your imagination to make life beautiful how much you miss<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#71252A">i spent a few hours organizing my yarn and needles into that armoire <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#754051">i look for girls with purses that compliment mine<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#322752">Quilt kits finally all done<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#5B7A2C">valentines day preparations<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#4D4748">ten months after we were married i was a stay at home mom living the student life again while grant went back to school a few months later another unplanned event- my mom passed away suddenly <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#7F7E6E">from anthro<BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#3E3B1B">at 18 i planned to live the tahoe hippie life forever one day i felt compelled i knew it i just had to leave i packed up my car and moved to the central coast <BR></FONT></DIV>
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<FONT color="#79152D">different boyfriends came and went through all this some i thought i could marry some i was mad at myself for hanging around some that broke my heart <BR></FONT></DIV>
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