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<DIV align=left><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#42392C">when cate is too scared to go downstairs penny will go with her and everything is all right she lets cate dress her up for weddings or try to ride her or pull her by the tail almost daily and even knowing the torture she will soon endure she gets so excited when cate gets home from school<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>they make me happy</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#241612">and that made me think of all the insomniatic nights that she stayed up with me and mirrored my every move and snuggled me right out of my anxiety into dreamland long after grant and cate had drifted off<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>me um we didnt have disney games when i was five</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#357757">how have you been surprised what can i say<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>project 31 is rolling along i have donations for every single item i need for the 31 newborn kits and lots of fabric donations and i will sew until there are 31 baby quilts too thank you SO much i was overwhelmed by the awesome response packages are starting to arrive i will be sure to post some pictures when i get it all together and ready to take to the humanitarian center my heart is happy</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#61675D">we gave the universe one out- if grant found a job he loved before springtime wed stay put even though we wanted to go to cali really bad and even though grant had been looking for a different job for a long time<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>let me explain Buoy ail</DIV>
<DIV align=right><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#197B40">where are neighborhoods like that anymore with bushes big enough to hide in and kids that go around the block together all afternoon and normal sized houses and the old winkfields next door ok i dont need the winkfields but id sure love to give my kids the rest<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=center>did anyone else sustain life with saltines from the ages of 13-17</DIV>
<DIV align=left><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#1E7A4B">one thing i enjoy about facebook is the old pictures that friends and fam upload to walk down memory lane together with you <BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=center>Taking the valentines happy girl</DIV>
<DIV align=right><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#674128">and then that got me thinking that really its not just while laying in bed that she is watching out for me <BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>it made me happy</DIV>
<DIV align=left><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#562026">what a few hours on a sunny day can do for you<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>cause that would make me happy</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#213016">i do have one faithful companion who is braving the germs penny the pug russell<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=left>from toast</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#5A3665">my room is clean and im knitting<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=left>i swear nothing makes me happier than a peaceful space and some needles </DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#715D74">one more thought about best friends<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=left>guess what i finally put in the shop</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#25246D">she follows me around all day just in case she might be needed for something anything cute little penny is just a wee dog but she feels strongly that part of her duty is to scare the crap out of anyone who gets near our house just so they know no one is going to mess with her family not on her watch she is undeterred by bigger animals and scary men- they all get yelled at to stay away<BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>it was the first time i realized that things dont always go how you think they will and that it all can turn out better than you imagined</DIV>
<DIV align=left><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#7F2032">this week i am getting all my ducks in a row so that this weekend i can hole up and sew myself some desperately needed skirts for church and summer <BR></FONT></DIV>
<DIV align=right>1 luce 2 Untitled 3 Working 4 Stove Top</DIV>
<DIV align=center><FONT face="Times New Roman" size=2 color="#7A1E2A">but the main thing i love about this picture is tree cover you can see in the upper right corner thats how it was all around the block even on really hot days you could find a great place to play in some serious shade everyone had a huge tree or trees somewhere on their property and bushes and ivy and a great variety of things the only reason we had those young trees on the corner was because my mom sold our big palm tree to some palm springs landscapers ha<BR></FONT></DIV>
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